Days r going fast

Wanted to blog for a long time.dint find the urge to do. May b from now thr will b some posts here. I am welcoming myself back to the world of blogging

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Dream-Life

“Yet another disappointing day for the police.The popular M.P who was to be taken for interrogation by the police, was getting discharged from hospital today. But after seeing police van outside the hospital he fell ill again and got himself admitted again. Which means that the police has to wait for few more days to interrogate him”, Roared the mobile radio.

Aman woke up by that roar. He was in the middle of the tragic dream.It was a dim lit room. He tried recollecting the dream.

All he could recollect was the Crying face of Naina and the slap he got from her father.He did not know what went wrong. He tried to think what might have gone wrong.

He thought again, this time he remembered a bit more.He was getting dumped by Naina and he was forcing her to give him a good reason for leaving him.

She was in all tears. That was the time when her dad came and slapped him. He saw her dad holding her tight and walked her back inside the house.He tried to calm himself down; after all it was just a dream. His mind wandered through the memories of him and naina meeting at the park every day.

He smiled or just felt like smiling. He wanted to relax down with those memories. Few minutes passed by.

He woke up again. This time the dream woke him up, a happy dream. It was the Dream in which he got graduated.

As his mind started processing more about the dream, he heard the door open and his mom came in with afternoon food.She planted the kiss on his forehead.

Though he hated the type of food she brought in, He dint say anything because he thought it was full of mother’s love.His mom asked him to sleep. He smiled at mom; a full smile which he knew would certainly make her happy.

He closed his eyes. He tried to know when was the last time he had really slept. He knew the answer himself; its been weeks.He had always closed his eyes pretending to be asleep. He knew two things very well. He was suffering from cancer and he was afraid to sleep.

He was afraid that the dreams may end some day. He wanted all his wishes to come to him as a dream. But he was afraid of dreaming. He never wanted to sleep.He closed his eyes, tighter and continued his journey towards planning his next dream.

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Rain Gives You Pain

Aman Got the first flight,after hearing the most shocking news.

Aman Knew krish for more than 20 years. He never knew krish to be some one who would commit suicide.

But It happened last evening. Aman was not able to sleep the whole night he wanted to be there with krish's parents.

He got down rushed through not so busy roads to see his friend for the very last time. Cries and vail made him shiver. Some drilling pain ran through his body. He stood there seeing krish's body,Fighting back his tears And it started raining.

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Raj dint try stopping naina from going out of the house. He dint try explaining his situation to her.

They have been together for the last six years. Naina thought raj was her life, her everything.

But when she came to know raj is planing to move away her she wanted to cry, she wanted to scream, she wanted to blast him off.

But she dint do anything, She sat back fighting her tears, she started packing her things and carefully wrote a letter and left it in the table so that Raj Was able to see it.

While raj finished reading the letter, She saw him for the last time and walked out.

Her brain was fighting to answer all the questions that rose in her mind.She wanted some one badly. She saw the empty road wiping off her tears. And it started raining.

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Rain Gives you love

It was dry summer,a really dry summer. It was announced that Monsoon was expected any time in near future.

Naina sat looking at her system,it was her last few minutes of the day at office. She thought she needed some coffee. Poured herself some coffee and sipped it looking out through the window.

She has not had the best of the days. She thought that she was so confused about her life, about her love.

Every time she tried to concentrate on her job she got reminded of her close friends Aman and Krish. She looked again at the window.

She has to chose one from the two. Both of them were madly in love with her and both of them did enough to impress her.

She looked at her watch,it was time to go. She took out her mobile and brought it back to life by switching it on. She said bye to her friends and started walking out. She was woken up from her thoughts when her mobile phone beeped.

"Stay safe - gonna rain.Luv U"- Aman

She saw that text. She dint reply.She read the text again.She put the mobile phone back down in her purse.

She looked at the sky and she looked at the gate. She knew what she wanted. She smiled.

Krish was standing there outside her office gate Waving at her. His other hand was holding an umbrella.

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One fine rainy day

I always used to wonder what happens to broadband during the last four days of the month. The speed will get decreased,Most of the time it wont get connected. Last month end i had the same problem,Actually four lights blinking in my modem will say internet connected and that time only 3 lights were blinking(I used to wonder am i a comp.sci student??I dont know the ways to solve so many problems even in my P.C)I called the concerned officer, the first question he asked me was, How many lights blinking sir? i told the same old story. 3 only blinking its been like this for a while blah.. blah.. He askd me to follow some steps, He said like i dunno anything about the computer(Every compsci student will get angry if he is treated like this).He then said try connecting now. I connected the internet and it got connected the Webpage of Google appeared in no time. I bent down to check how many lights are blinking. That time no light was proper. Then it got settled to three lights, I checked browsing again,It was working. I called the officer to tel him that internet got connected and i added that only 3 lights are blinking, He replied, "Sir why are you asking that sir? Internet working sir. What else you need. I said that light might not have gone fuse because once i restart my modem its blinking. he got tensed. Sir internet working sir. Why asking unnecessary questions sir?. I Said to my self, "Nirmal sir internet is working sir!shut up and browse sir!". I wrote the JTO exam and i dint get selected. In a way i am feeling good. Else some one else will be writing this post in his or her blog about me.

Ps: I remember one of my friends saying this. He was preparing hard for his placements(Hr interviews and all that).He was very frustrated that internet is not working and called the customer service number, A guy had picked up and had asked "Sir tel me your name". My friend amidst all the chaos started saying what he had prepared for his "Tel me about yourself question"(I am a confident and energetic person, I like to work as a team i am self motivated.lol)

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Time Travel in train travel

Though its been more than 4 years since i came to chennai for my college life,I havent travelled much by train.Only for t.nagar or srm or chennai central i was travelling by train. may be once or twice i would have gone to beach by train. But in for the last four months i am using train daily for my classes.Inspite of my dad's strong advice to take the first class pass, i took the second class pass to get the first hand feeling of what all this about. yeah This is something i felt every person should get at his or her life time. You can see so many different types of people, you can hear so many thoughts, sometimes so many different languages too. But some people attract your attention a lot.

There are certain people who will know to say only this "Yerangi yeru! yerangi yeru!"(Climb down and climb up). You can hear these people before the train's stop at each and every station. Some times you can even hear them saying when the train stopped half way between the station for signal. Crazy beggers!!!

There are certain people who will say "Ulla po ulla po"(go inside go inside). Once they get into the train they will start saying this. They will stop only when they realise that if the other people move a bit more, they will fall through the other opening in the train. If the people i mentioned before are crazy beggers, latter people are funny beggers!!!.

You can also see a gang of people coming together from a single station occupying the last seats of every compartment. one will start cracking the joke and the other will continue(If first one was a gud joke, second will be ok. third will be bad and it continues) For all these only they can laugh.They wont stop with jokes one will start singing making all of us feel that the "jokes were better".

Why these people attracted me? These are no ordinary people. They are the part of the journey. May be i can say funniest part.

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Diwali the Indian version of home coming.

After really long time i feel like writing something.

An empty street at one end and the other street busing with crackers kids and usual diwali style. But i liked this empty little street.

This empty little chair attracted my attention. Why had they kept this chair outside when no one else was there in proximity? Ha. As i have seen lots of movies, I hoped that there should not be any kind of sentiment behind this (Like old man of the family enjoyed watching the road sitting in this very same chair and they have kept this in order to remind them about his memories)Wow. I told myself, soon go direct a korean movie.

Who said sheep and goat cant do politics? See i ve caught them red-handed. What really i did for this diwali. Nothing really other than gazing around a little in my area.

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